posted 6 days ago with 10 notes

Alright idk who might read this and I dunno who keeps up w/ me anymore especially considering I don’t broadcast what’s happening in my life at all and I’ve been missing for a few weeks.

But basically it’s been a shit couple of weeks. I had this kinda stupid idea that once finals week for last quarter were over I’d be less busy. Hahahahaa.

Well anyways so I finally realized that I won’t be able to stay with my friends and girlfriend in Georgia. I’m going to have to go home at least for the rest of the year and get a job to build up some money before I can go back for a year to get my Masters Degree. My girlfriend is moving back to Texas and that means she’ll be over 20 hours away from me again and I have no way of knowing when we’ll be able to see each other again in the flesh. I’m going to have to deal with my family again and the obscene amount of stress and anxiety that comes from my home life.

On top of this I have to complete classes, finally FINISH my senior film and produce it, I have to figure out everything for graduation, and I have to just realize that my college years are coming to an end. I’m exhausted and I’m at my wit’s end attempting to keep up a good attitude.

I haven’t felt any motivation for RPing or even getting on skype to talk to my friends (and for that I’m sorry you guys). I even deleted my Michelangelo/TMNT RP blog because it was just too much. I’m not saying in any way that I’m deleting Ratchet or Smokescreen or my OC’s blog. I’m just saying that I’m busy as hell and I’m stressed out to the point where my body is reacting negatively physically in pretty bad ways.

I’ve recently begun expressing myself creatively in a different writing manner, but that doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten about this blog. I’ll come back to it fully probably by summertime, but I need to take these ending few weeks of college and make them worth it.

I hope you guys understand.

-Erika

posted 2 weeks ago with 10 notes

Doc… let’s go here.

No.


answered 2 weeks ago with 1 note

Anonymous said:

oh my fuck is that thing about Wheeljack's fins true?

What thing are you speaking of?

answered 1 month ago with 0 notes

Anonymous said:

The angriest mama hen

Really?

reblogged 1 month ago via (source) with 10 notes

i-remain-unconvinced:

ratchethatesyou:

No, I am expecting you to work this out like an adult.

And if you bring Wheeler and I into this again I will personally make sure your eggs are spicy enough to give you the shits in the morning.

Christ, Ramsay—I am going out for the night.

Fine. Do what you think is necessary.

But lock the door behind you and text me in the morning so that I know you are alive.

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i-remain-unconvinced:

ratchethatesyou:

I can’t tell you what to say or do, Ulysses.

But you let this wound fester for years and if you think it’s going to be easy, you are mistaken. You will just have to keep trying.

Why should I keep trying if he doesn’t want to hear what I have to say? What are you expecting? For us to hug and make up and be friends? Get married like you and Wheeler? Get a fucking white picket fence?

No, I am expecting you to work this out like an adult.

And if you bring Wheeler and I into this again I will personally make sure your eggs are spicy enough to give you the shits in the morning.

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i-remain-unconvinced:

ratchethatesyou:

Well then you better step your game up.

Do you normally give up after a little adversity? Of course he’d be angry.

How can I possibly do anything or say anything more when he reacts this way—he was being—It’s a lost cause, Ramsay, there is no point.

I can’t tell you what to say or do, Ulysses.

But you let this wound fester for years and if you think it’s going to be easy, you are mistaken. You will just have to keep trying.

posted 1 month ago with 10 notes
He told me to get out of his house.

Well then you better step your game up.

Do you normally give up after a little adversity? Of course he’d be angry.

answered 1 month ago with 2 notes

i-remain-unconvinced said:

I did what you suggested and it did not work, Ramsay. There is no fixing this.

I’m assuming he was angry?

reblogged 1 month ago via (source) with 15 notes

i-remain-unconvinced:

ratchethatesyou:

I couldn’t tell you, honestly. You will have to figure this out yourself.

I suppose the best way to start is to actually say, “I’m sorry”, though.

I do not know what result you expect.

I don’t either.

But you better start groveling soon.